Sinead O'Connor shows her mental illness and shocked her fans.

In an emotional video on Facebook, the 'Nothing Compares 2 U' interpreter opened regarding her unstable mental state and reveals that she was no longer here, be it not for other people. The 50-year-old singer reported in tears how lonely she was and how she felt. So says O'Connor: "I am all alone. And there is absolutely no one in my life except my doctor, my psychiatrist - the sweetest man on earth who says that I am his heroine - and that is the only thing damn thing that keeps me alive right now ... and that's pretty poor. " She makes this video so that everyone knows how it is: "A mental illness is like drugs, it doesn't care who you are. What's worse is the stigma, it doesn't care who you are Suddenly the people who should love you and take care of you treat you like dirt. "

The singer continues to shake with the announcement of her suicidal thoughts. Three illnesses made her suicidal and her "whole life revolves around not dying." She tries to reassure the audience by assuring her that she will not die, but that her condition is "not a way for people to live." O'Connor has been feeling alone for two years, "as a punishment for being mentally ill." It was not up to her that she was still alive: "If it were up to me, I wouldn't be here anymore." She seems desperate to ask for help and even gets "angry" because no one supports her.

A little later, however, a message appeared on Facebook, assuring fans that the singer was "safe" and "not at risk of suicide".